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[Tuesday, September 19, 2006]  To me, Music is a paradox. Or maybe its just my first moodswing.=( I was so tired from school today.And i fell asleep in SS class.And the teacher just let me sleep.And i missed half the one hour lesson.And i didn't do that well for my test cause dear Ms Choo said she marked less stringently for this test than others.So the mark i got should be reduced by 1-2 at least..=(i wish she was more stringent for this test. Then it would be a better gauge.The annoying thing is that i wrote such long answers but this test won't be counted in our overall mark!! So silly.wasted my time!! Then i took an hour to get home 'cause i live so far away from school and the bus takes so long.=(.By then i was sooo tired.But, i had to go for piano lesson.bad timing=(i forgot to practice and got scolded.Furthermore, i made sooo many mistakes and couldn't get the darn Allegro right. In addition, my Vals Romantico piece [its supposed to sound romantic and dramatic.=(..] sounded like the music they play in haunted houses..only it was wayyyy too screechy and messsyyyy and uncoordinated.ARGH.not only do i need ambidextrous fingers i ALSO need to practice to improve their dexterity.[i sound like a senile old woman who keeps repeating the same point.=(((.] Because of music my bad mood got worse.=( I was soo frustrated by the time i got home that i turned destructive.=P. I went to release the full extent of my irrational wrath upon my hapless erhu.lol. One string had already snapped, which made me inexplicably annoyed and so i played more vigorously on the remaining string,causing it to snap as well.=P i felt better upon hearing the satisfying thwack as the string broke and hit my face.am i sadistic?? i sure sound so.lol.im not. The snapping of the string was like the final release of the anger and tension in me.sigh.'cept that cause i snapped the string i had to replace it.good thing i bought a set on saturday! Since the playing of an instrument helped relieve my stress, i went to pound on the piano. it didn't spoil.haha.cause i played two soothing songs=P didn't feel the pain and stress of looming examinations so heavily anymore. Eyes on Me from Final Fantasy and Tears in Heaven really helped=) back to mugging!! posted by: tears*falling[love involves care&inner strength.] * 7:41 PM
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