Chiaroscos

[Wednesday, September 20, 2006]

i DETEST CHEMISTRY. I'VE BEEN ON THE SAME FEW TOPICS FOR 4 FREAKIN' DAYS STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO REVISE MY SOCIAL STUDIES OR HISTORY WHICH IM SOOOOOO GONNA FAILLLLLLL!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH.

goodbye world!i think im going mad.i've never been so worked up over my studies EvEn during psle.this is the 1ST time im so worried.IM GOING MADDDD!!!!!!

AND ITS NOT EVEN THE OLEVELS YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WADS HAPPENING TO ME??????!!!!!!!

This cant be happening..i've never stressed so much over my exams!!!!i dont wanna turn into a nerd!!!!am i????![nth against nerds but i feel weird worrying over my exams=(...]

I even cut off my hair cause it helped me relax[to relieve pre-exam anxiety.weird huh??] It's so short now it feels soooo ticklish. sigh...I CUT MY HAIR CAUSE I WAS ANXIOUS ABOUT CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM SERIOUSLY GOING MADDDD.

i stood in front of a mirror. and snipped and snapped and sliced away at my hair until it was soooo short. i actually wanted to trim the ends and let the hairstylist do the rest..but it was sooo satisfying to hear the scissors snip and my hair fall.i think im honestly going ballistic.its kinda like yesterday's episode of snapping the strings on my instrument.cept this time its my hair.[I DONT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!IM BECOMING SELF-DESTRUCTIVE TO RELIEVE MY STRESS!!!!!!!!!! AM I SUFFERING FROM CLINICAL DEPRESSION??!?!?!??!]

im going MaDdDdDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
stay away.i might just ruin your hair too.LoL.maybe not.i'll probably be bald by the end of the exams.=((((((...

posted by: tears*falling[love involves care&inner strength.] * 8:50 PM

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