Chiaroscuro

2008-07-23T22:35:00.004+08:00

Chiaroscuro- the treatment of light and shadows in a painting, or in literature.

2008-04-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

I have totally like abandoned this blog man. For the better good of my Olevels=)
God is good and im now in SAJC! 9 pts= new laptop&phone. YAY!
Im actually putting up a post BECAUSE i have HOMEWORK to do on STALIN & his use of PROPAGANDA & CULT of the PERSONALITY in ruling USSR. so dont read unless you're a history enthusiast.
this is the wikipedia definition-
Joseph Stalin (December 18, 1878 – March 5, 1953) (Russian: Иосиф Сталин; Georgian: იოსებ სტალინი) was General Secretary of the Communist Party of the Soviet Union's Central Committee from 1922 until his death in 1953. During that time he established the regime now known as Stalinism. As one of several Central Committee Secretariats, Stalin's formal position was originally limited in scope, but he gradually consolidated power and became the de facto party leader and ruler of the Soviet Union.
Stalin launched a command economy in the Soviet Union, forced rapid industrialization of the largely rural country and collectivization of its agriculture. While the Soviet Union transformed from an agrarian economy to a major industrial powerhouse in a short span of time, millions of people died from hardships and famine that occurred as a result of the severe economic upheaval and party policies. At the end of 1930s, Stalin launched the Great Purges, a major campaign of repression. Millions of people who were suspected of being a threat to the party were executed or exiled to Gulag labor camps in remote areas of Siberia or Central Asia. A number of ethnic groups in Russia were also forcibly resettled [1].
During Stalin's reign, the Soviet Union played a major role in the defeat of Nazi Germany in the Second World War (1939–1945) (more commonly known in Russia and post-Soviet republics as the Great Patriotic War). Under Stalin's leadership, the Soviet Union went on to achieve recognition as one of just two superpowers in the post-war era, a status that lasted for nearly four decades after his death until the dissolution of the Soviet Union.

OH and SAJC's FANTASTIC. and I joined hockey! my very first ever team sport cca!

2007-08-14T19:48:00.000+08:00

My first post in 2 months.
Prelims are so soon and olevels are after that.
I signed up for the Cambodia mission trip this year but
my parents said I can only go on condition that I get 8 points
for my prelims/olevels.
I don't think Im smart or hardworking enough.=P
BUT. THANK GOD. i passed chinese! and better than i expected.
I though I'd get a C6 and even then I'd be content but
PRAISE THE LORD I GOT A B3. Now this isn't arrogance-
but im truly grateful that God has answered my prayers.
Now only if I'd get a couple more As for prelims=P im greedy.

2007-06-27T21:47:00.000+08:00

Rollerblading brings inspiration.How's this?

Here I am
I stand before the cross
Broken down
To see my sins all laid on Him
God sent His only Son
Our redemption to procure
Perfect was He
And wretched was me
Yet He took my place-on Calvary!

C: When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know You are God.

Could it be?
This salvation could be true?
Perfect Love
Has casteth out all fear
God's pow'r raised Jesus up
From the grave and to heavn's throne
He's waiting for us
To love Him back
As He did by His death- On the Cross

C:When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
You are now the King over my life
I will be still and know you are God
I will be still..and know..you are God...

2007-06-25T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hey girls! I came up with some lyrics for the modified song with the chorus taken from 'When the oceans Rise...' does it flow?

Here I am
I stand before the cross.
Broken down
My sins were laid on Him.
The Holy God-sent Son
-He died here on the tree
Blameless was He
And wretched was me
Yet He took my place-On Calvary.

C:When the oceans rise and thunders roar,
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over the flood
I will be still and know you are God

Could it be?
That this Man should die for me?
Love drove Him
To fulfil God's Perfect plan
I stand here at the cross
To accept a full redemption
How could I
Turn away
Such a free, forgiving love?
God set me free..

C:When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with you above the storm
Father you are King over my life
I will be still and know you are God

I will be still
And know
You are God..

2007-06-23T23:18:00.001+08:00

woohoo!
sorry my blog is soooooo dead. it'll revive when the olevels are over.
right now i need as much time as i can to revise!!
cause i wanna go jc=) sorrrrrrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
ohya.HI JOLENE!(if you come back)=)))

'because (God's) LOVE LOVE LOVE makes the world go round!'=)

2007-01-16T21:53:00.000+08:00

NEWSFLASH:
Di has a blog.Can anyone who reads this
link him at:
www.instepwithchrist.blogspot.com

2006-12-15T18:54:00.001+08:00

youthcamp pictures:

2006-12-15T18:54:00.000+08:00

youthcamp pictures:

2006-12-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

The words don't make sense to me.haha.
but i like the melody=)
thanks kor!=D

Only Hope:

Theres a song thats inside of my soul
Its the one that ive tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
Will you sing to me over and over and over again
So i lay my head back down
And i lift my hands and pray
To be only yours i pray
To be only yours i pray
To be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song
Of the stars
A new galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
Well it feels like my dreams so far
Sing to me of the plans
that you have for me over and over again
So i lay my head back down
And i lift my hands and pray
To be only yours i pray
To be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I'll give you my destiny
Im giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in that i am
I could talk about ?
Im giving it all

So i lay my head back down
And i lift my hands and pray
To be only yours i pray
to be only yours i pray
to be only yours
i know now you're my
only hope.

2006-12-13T17:42:00.000+08:00

I HATE HOMEWORK.
school.argh!not ready.
NOT. READY.
nonononononononononono
need to REVISE
i haven't STARTED
im pANIcKING
PANIC ATTACK!!!!
exams.oh the bane of my life.

*sigh.

2006-12-12T17:05:00.000+08:00

Camp was fun=)
7 things abt camp:
1.i dont enjoy crying
2.laughter conceals
3.i lost my voice
4.sunburn
5.mosquito bites
6.good messages
7.fantastic scenery.
LOL.
i feeling rather......
'emo-high-frustrated'.

Causes:
1.clearing stuff.
2.not studying
3.can't play piano right.
4.can't finish homework
5.acting gets really tiring.

sigh.FIRST TIME EMO.
anyway...IM A
CHEERFUL EMO PERSON 'KAY=)
lol.

2006-11-19T23:58:00.000+08:00

YEAH!I went on a shopping spree!
bought:
1.black&orange reebok luggage bag
2.white ripple sandals
3.red nike basketball jersey.

BUT. the jersey is like WAYYYY too
big.its for guys but i liked it and they
didnt have women's cut so i got it
anyway.LoL.

2006-11-14T20:51:00.000+08:00

second day.at isetan.
even sadder.no sales at all!
every customer who looked
at the jewellery found it
not to their taste or not
what they were looking for.
plus.i stood from 10-4.30.
6.5hours.boring.i didnt go
for lunch break cause no one
to go with me!there're only like
2 ppl[me and zarena]at the counter
so we have to take turns.
yiwen's nice enough to offer
to come down all the way to orchard
to eat with me..but..i felt so bad..so
i didnt eat in the end.HAHA.

work is like torture.i see
some jewellery i like so much..
and then...realise i can't afford
it...BUT i have to sell them
so i either cry inside from selling
them[hardly happens]or from
being unable to buy them..[and
having to face the temptation all
day long(to splurge)=P.haha]

my mom was so nice! she took
me shopping on sunday night
to buy clothes for work on
monday[yesterday]haha!
and i spent like $100++
of her money.but she didn't
really mind.i think she's really
nice!haha..

i got:
-a plain black tanktop[hangten]
-plain white tank top[hangten]
-a black Hush puppies tank top
-black subway sweater
-black Venis pants
-black Access pants
-black heeled shoes 1size too big='(
and spent too much.HAHA.
i think im gonna wear these
clothes for the rest of my
teenage working years.LoL.

tomorrow im gonna
play LAN!i think?haha.
but i want CS!i think its
cause its like the only one
i remotely know how
to play.not dota.LoL.

ciao!

2006-11-13T21:58:00.000+08:00

MY FIRST DAY AT WORK.
BLISTERS.
WORST THING.
AT LEAST WE CAN PIck
what we wanna wear.
just that it must be black
or white.my schedule keeps
changing lah.
sad.

2006-11-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

MAH WORK SCHEDULE!!
READ IT AND REMEMBER TO VISIT ME!!
WAHAHAHHAHA..
13/11:CK Tangs Shaw [11-4pm]
14/11:Isetan[10-4pm]
15/11:Isetan[10-2pm]
16/11:Isetan[6.30-10pm]
17/11:Vivocity Tangs[10-4pm]
18-SEMBAWANG PARK!
19/11:Vivocity Tangs[3-10pm]
20/11:ViVocity Tangs[4-10pm]
21/11:ViVocity Tangs[10-3pm]
22/11:Isetan [9-4pm]
23/11:Isetan [4-10pm]
24/11:Isetan [9-4pm]
25/11:YP!!!
26/11:Vivocity Tangs[4-10pm]
27/11:CK Tangs[4-10pm]

2006-11-08T22:08:00.000+08:00

-9 Things to be done:
-Study:[in order of urgency]
-Wishlist:

-1.Do holiday assignments
-1.E math
-1.Nike luggage bag

-2.Take up a job.
-2. Chinese
-2.Ripple sandals

-3.Study for olevels.
-3.Chemistry
-3.Dark,dark chocolate

-4.Do voluntary service work
-4.Biology
-4.Good results

--5.Learn [skills] somethin new.
-5.Literature
-5.Complete daily QT.

-6.Learn yoga or pilates.
-6.Social studies

-7.Practice dance.
-7.History

-8.Go for YC & DVBS.
-8.Principles of Accounts

-9.Slim down.=(
-9. English

thats as far as i got.sigh.

2006-11-07T20:25:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Flushed Away!
at Lido.haha.It was exceedingly
hilarious!!!! the slapstick humour..
and all the comic timing..LoL.
its so funny!
[although grudge2 might be funnier]
this was still fine=)

I got to orchard around 1pm.
then went to cineleisure to
use the washroom.then
claudia called me.they were
just going up!haha.so..browsed
at More than words for a while.
so..claudia,dawn,chloe,althea and
i were there.Then melodie,evonne
and curtis came.renan,bryan,david
were at the arcade.
LYDIA WAS AT A SCH MEETING!
=(
anyway,we went to LongJohnSilvers'
to eat.took some time to decide!haha.
so..missed the 2pm movie.
Then..next one was at 3.50pm..so we
went to Lido instead 'coz it was at 3.15pm
and then..lydia decided not to come=(
cause she wanted to play LAN and shop
instead of watching the movie.haha.

[actually i wouldn't have minded playing
LAN instead of watching the movie!haha.
1.its cheaper
2.its more fun
3.i wanna save money to watch Step Up!
haha.]

After that..we popped by TaKa to

PePper Lunch!.haha..Ben was doing

door duty!poor thing..handing out

coupons to all the passerbys.

So we stopped to say hi!=)

hey yiwen!does the talltall girl[melanie?]

have a crush on ben???????LOL.=P

Melodie's feet hurt from wearing

high heels..so we went to m/phosis

and she bought a pair of sandals.

Later on,dawn had to go=(

I couldn't decide whether to go with

her..haha.if i stayed i would be going

the same way as claudia&chloe.

BUT.dawn would have to walk to

the station on her own..with the

guys as her guides.LoL.

ANYWAY,i decided to be nice=)

cause i had to be home by 7 anyway.

HAHAHA..so i went with her!LoL.

AND HAD DINNER AT HOME.

the_end!

2006-11-06T22:12:00.000+08:00

these are pictures.no chronological order.
I AM FEELING SO.....
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.
3 things that made me feel so...=( :
1.)my ULTRA short hair
[cut at jantzen!*sniff..i want long hair now]
2.)my HORRIBLE phone bill
[exceeded by $60+!and I have to pay!!]
3.)some people who are so.....ARGH
[AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!]

2006-11-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

agn.

2006-11-05T18:47:00.000+08:00

2006-10-30T19:43:00.000+08:00

I was trying to balance!i think i won this round.LoL

yiwen's trying to win on the right.on the left,she did!haha. TWISTER AT MY HOUSE!
sigh.endless barrageof pictures.

2006-10-27T22:15:00.000+08:00

moremore!last week/day pics!haha

2006-10-27T22:01:00.000+08:00

sigh over n over agn.=(
GAYNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL

2006-10-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

sigh.bloody blogger keeps hanging/lagging
and deleting my pics.dun wanna load anymore!
='(

2006-10-26T22:05:00.000+08:00

my pictures are a RIOT.
no time to load properly..
so SORRY!!

UPDATE:
Wednesday:
Yiwen&ernie came to my house
after school!=)
prank-called ppl.LoL.and played
twister!got a whole lot
of pictures from
sunday,monday and wednesday!=)
Today,THursday too!and..

THURSDAY UPDATE:
summary:
-went to ernie's house
-called for job vacancies
-random prankcalls
-i almost got knocked down by a car
-got lost in HwaChong Inst.
LOL.
elaboration:
-after sch&thanksgiving service,
we went to ernie's house.
had a yoshinoya lunch takeaway!=)
-We randomly called numbers
and asked for nonexistent ppl.
guess wad??we got s'pore telemedia's
number entirely by accident!LoL.
stupid but fun.LoL
then ernie&yiwen pretended to be some
survey ppl,and those who didn't wanna
answer the survey got shouted at.haha.
-Then i picked up the newspaper classified
section..soooo we started calling for jobs!
THen i called this modelling agency for fun.
AND now this freak is asking me to go for
an interview.CrAzY.called from 3-10++...
anyway i kept ignoring until he gave up.
haha im quite mean.mebbe ill call back.
LoL. to apologise..NOT to model.ahahahahha
i can't even make it even if i wanted to try!
-my dad came to pick me after work.
since i wasn't familiar with the place i
got abit lost as to where he was...
and..
IM BLIND AND
ALMOST GOT MYSELF
KNOCKED DOWN BY A CAR!
the hem of my uniform
brushed by the edge of the car!!
scary.
but my fault.haha.
i didn't see the car coming
cause there was this huge van
blocking. SO i stepped off the
curb into the path of the
oncoming vehicle!!!!!!
good thing i stepped 1/2 a step
back just as the car halted!
haha THANK GOD!=)
-my dad went to pick my
cousin from hwa chong inst.
AND we got abit lost cause my
sis distracted my dad with
her questioning abt GLUE.[weird huh]
and we didn't go to the correct
entrance/exit.
but my cousin managed to find
us in the end=)
-then we went to my aunt's house
for dinner.
-watched the pacifier[4th time!!]
ahwell it was funny=)
-so didnt get home til now
AND IM RUSHING
SO SORRY IF PICS DONT APPEAR
I APOLOGISE!!
tml going out...so...
ciao!

2006-10-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

EXPO shopping trip on sunday!!!

pictures!

2006-10-23T18:21:00.000+08:00

UPDATE:[in response to yiwen’s request=P]
SATURDAY:
Met Lydia for at sembawang to change her faulty disc to a working one at laserflair.The staff at Laserflair should go for some customer service courses.LoL. When we went up to the counter to tell the cashier the disc was faulty and wanted to change it, Lydia had to repeat a few times what she wanted before the clerk finally understood.haha.. When the disc was first handed to her, she scanned the disc and asked “Rent is it?” so Lydia said “No, i bought it.” In reply the woman said “Oh,buy arh?buy?” then Lydia said “No, Bought.” This went on for quite a while! LoL. Then Lydia said “So can i change it?” then the woman paused for awhile, then told her to take a new disc from the rack to swap the discs. When Lydia asked if the discs could be tested, she stared at her like she’d never seen her before!!!ahaahhahahaha it was hilarious!!It took like a around 15min for her to comprehend!Then when other people came up to pay for their purchases, she didn’t say a word, she just left us standing there waiting until she was finished completing the other sales.SIGH.talk about IRRESPONSIBILITY&BAD MANNERS.
Ohwell.After that we went for YP at Depot Walk. We were just 7min late! an improvement from last week’s ½ hour!haha=P. There was a game during yp that was so fun![albeit abit nauseating=P.] The chairs in the room were messed up, then two pairs each took turns winding their way through the chairs! FIRST we had to put a finger on the floor and turn 10rounds.LoL. it was HORRIBLE.but fun!!hahaha
After Bible study we went upstairs to play!’cept only the neighbourhood kids were there.. so we played basketball!LoL unfortunately Lydia and I were the only girls=( boo..no fun! Lydia can only snatch the ball from me so…sigh..whaddya expect?of course she got the ball from me NEARLY every time!lol i did get payback once or twice though!haha tts pathetic but nvm. Captain’s ball started when the CC kids came up=)fun!only that there were too many people…no space to move!haha anyway it was okay=)
After that me and Lydia went to eat dinner..and travelled a LOOONNGG way.LoL and cause i arrived home at like 11++ [which was wayyy too late]i was scolded until 12++.
Sigh.
I shall not risk telling the rest and have my family read it…lest they get incensed again and i jeopardize my freedom!haha=P
Just that when i’m wayyy tired i go CRAZY and HYPER.i think Lydia gets the same problem in a milder form though.LoL.
SUNDAY:
Went for church! The Sunday school lesson was very apt to my mood yesterday after my scolding.And Aunty Yenching is really good at reconciling children and parents after a quarrel!haha=) AND…my parents allowed me to go Expo!surprise surprise..=)sooo we went to city hall to meet Ben.EXCEPT he was still at amk eating!LoL. SO the both of us went to Robinsons’ to try out clothes that we wouldn’t ever wear out!ahahhaha i’ll try to post the pictures=P. Some pieces were really nice but sooooo expensive!!!so trying them on alone was enough.LOL.

2006-10-20T21:03:00.000+08:00

WEIRDO TALKING TO ME ON MSN!!!
AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!='(
First some MACOCO guy from
mexico or something.
good thing yiwen and ernie
scared him away!LoL
Then this person...VacheRON constantine
Thank goodness for yiwen&ernie!
And some guy Mooni from Holland.yuck
i don't know what i'd do without
my friends!!!!!!!LoL
i don't have much to say.
this entry was random
so...HERE'S THE UPDATE BEN!
LoL
ciao!

2006-10-16T23:02:00.000+08:00

Monday!
im so tired!!
went out for 5 days in a row=(
now too tired to type much.
Summary:
Thursday
[skatepark w/yiwen,nikki,ernie]
Friday
[movie w/lydia,ben,gideon,wilfred]
Saturday
[bukit arang w/repeat of ppl frm fri
including hazel!!=)]
Sunday
[lunch&window-shopping w/

Monday
[windowshopping w/cindy,
movie w/cindy,yiwen,ben]
AND
i got LOST.
in MARINA SQUARE.
DUNNO HOW!!!
i needed to eat before going home
so..i went to marina sq to take
a cab to somewhere.
Unfortunately, im HOPELESS.
once in, i couldn't find my way
out!!embarrassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i wandered around the mall frm
6.45-8!i went through levels 1-3!
level 1 was boring since the shops all
sold expensive stuff.
level 2 was better and i wandered
around that level most of the time.
level 3 was only the food court.
sooo.i wandered like an idiot in the
shops at level 2 for soo longg while
waiting for my parents to pick me.LOL.
AND i did something STUPID.
and RIDICULOUS.

i was browsing at some bag&wallet
shop next to the creative store.
and then i saw ben,constance&ppl
in the creative store.for some
inexplicable reason, i turned and ran
when i saw them.
[I HAVE NO CLUE WHY.I JUST
TURNED AND RAN.IM CRAZY.
dunno why i ran!up til now im
still wondering why!]

then later on i carried on window
shopping alone.LoL. Then i saw
them in the crocs shop agn!AND
once again i turned and RAN.
Im CrAzY.definitely.sigh.

too TirEd now.
tml!

2006-10-14T23:46:00.000+08:00

i decided to ccontinue.LoL.
okay.Friday.
went to watch movie.
wilfred was late.
so after the movie was dinner=)
yeah.okay.skip to saturday.
SATURDAY.
BENCHIA&WILFRED.
LATEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
wilfred=1hour++late so
he went there on his own.
ben = 1/2 hour late.
[frm 2.30pushed to 3.10]
waited so loonngg for him!
hazel= PUNCTUAL.
guys need to learn frm girls
something about punctuality!!
LoL.anyway.ben must have been
too WORN OUT by the sleepover
he went to on friday
that he OVERSLEPT.
ohwell=)forgive&forget!LoL.

hmm..bukit arang was fun!
we reached there arnd 3.30.
and started with captain's ball!
whoohoo!FuNNN.
special request!lydia&I were
put on the same team.LoL.
alongside wilfred!
out of the first 3 games,
our team[consisting of lydia,
wilfred,joel,abel,weilin,and
im not sure of the other names..
haha..sorry!] won 2!
not the subsequent games though=(

iwas horribly clumsy=(
i made ben trip&fall over my foot,
[not on purpose!!!]
and some other bukit arang ppl
stumble.imsosorry!!='(
and i embarrassed wilfred.LoL.
he kept telling me to pass the
ball to other ppl besides lydia,
joel&abel.problem was, im kinda
bad at faces...sooo...dun really
know who to pass to.haha.
ANYWAY.when i happened
to catch the ball, i remembered
what he said!:"danna, please
pass the ball to me!when im clear!"
something to that effect.SO.
i couldn't find him. THEREFORE,
i shout to find him:
"WHERE'S WILFRED??HE WANTS
THE BALL RIGHT!!"
and everyone went:
"ohhh...wilfred!!"

hmm.i shouted to find him.
the reaction frm the players
was interesting.everyone
helped find him!LoL.
he caught the ball anyway=)

ill continue tml.
TOO TIRED NOW,
HONESTLY=)
night all!

2006-10-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

Too tired to blog lately.haha.
On thursday went with
Yiwen,Ernie&Nikki.
to the SkaTe pArK!!!
i dunno why but i cant load
them here.haha.
ahwell.
supposed to watch a movie
with yiwen&ernie..
but then was too tired so
i left early to go home and sleep.
LoL.
FRIDAY
went out with lydia, gideon
&benchia to watch a movie.
wilfred came after the movie
for dinner:)
ill continue tml.too tired now.
LoL.

2006-10-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the last DAY!
YEAH!
IM GOING OUT PROPERLY
for the First Time in WEEKS!
yay!
today was the Lit paper 2.
It was okay...but i've got
this weird feeling that
was prevalent throughout
my entire paper....that...
IM GONNA FAIL!!
i don't know why...
maybe its because of
the first and last questions..
i have a REALLY
BADDDDD
feeling about this..the 2nd qn
was the okay qn...
i think i got the storylines
mixed up.
Is it An-mei the one with
the Scar story?
And Lindo Jong in Red Candle?
Ying-ying in the Moon-Lady??
or was it the disgraced and
degraded story of her mother??
I CANT REMEMBER.
Joy Luck club brings me
Sorrow&Misfortune:
sorrow cause im gonna fail,
misfortune cause my memory
has failed=(

ohya! and a miracle occurred
today! yesterday i was on
the phone from
10pm-2.30am in the morning!
but the next day[today]
i only felt a teeny bit sleepy
during my 2nd qn!!!
amazing..and when i went home
i was so hyper!usually i sleep
in the bus on the way home..
but today i was WIDE AWAKE.
I can't believe it! and i was like
the only passenger for half
the journey...so...it took only
1/2 hour instead of the usual 1hr!
and i reached home at 10!!LoL
that;s

2006-10-07T23:04:00.000+08:00

Today was sooo fuN!
Lydia came for
Depot YP!!!YAY!!!haha..
before that we went to
tiong baru plaza to browse.
AND I SAW SOOOOOO
MANYYYYYYYYYYYYY
POLKA-DOTTY&
SPOTTED THINGS!!!!!
ohman..ilovespots!!!
i think im going crazy
over my school uniform
dots.LOL.nvm.polka-dots
are COOL.wahhaha...

BS was funnnn too!=P.
i think i:
1.am problematic person:
[w/probs.&causes them 2!]
2.have a limited vocabulary:
[i keep using the word fun!]
3.illogical:
[i keep using exclamation mks!]
4.really blessed=):
[to have so many good friends!!]
_________________________
The games were fun[see?!?!]
1. we played netball:
girls vs/ guys!
[woot girls rock!i confess
to being a feminist.LoL]
2. then soccer:
[pointless.dunno how to play!]
3. captain's ball:
[with AMK people!yay!]
then dinner![told ya 2many: !!]
____________________
i took a ride frm lydia&her family:
[thanks girl!=)]
to tiong baru plaza to
meet my family.
AND THE HAZE WAS SO BAD!!!
UP TIL 10++IT WAS STILL
150!!!!
[according to the weatherman=)]
____________________
tts all=)
cheers!

2006-10-06T19:30:00.000+08:00

Messed up Lit with
a misinterpretation.
ahwell.i'll FORGET
about it and
CONCENTRATE
on the
TASK AT HAND.
come monday, its
HISTORY.

My last spurt of
effort=) then its
GOODBYE
EXAMS.

i think i have a
problem with
then teacher who
issues instructions
for the exams.
Today she was like:
"Okay girls..you are
now allowed to only
check the printed
pages..girls okay
girls when you're
done turn the paper
back to the front cover
page."
getting better..but still..
LOVES repeating herself.
im being mean here...=(
mebbe its because she
keep telling the people
in the exam hall
to keep quiet when
everyone is silent
while tying their
exam scripts &doing
last-minute checking.
hm.....maybe......
she's schizophrenic.

okay...tt was ultra
mean.NVM i dont like
her anyway!!silly
old woman.=P.

2006-10-05T19:29:00.000+08:00

I was too stressed out
today. During the break
in between papers
I did revision for bio .
Ernestine was there,
and later Yiwen.
I was so fed up over
bio that i started laughing.
weird huh??yeah.
I laughed and laughed
and laughed until
I cried.I didn't even
know whether i was
crying cause of stress
or cause i was laughing
so hard.
and.the revision was useless
anyway.

Transport in mammals only
came out in only 3 qns!!!
Out of the ENTIRE freakin
paper just 3 DARN QNS.
I spent HOURS mugging
for that chapter!!!and
respiration.I had to pick
as the essay qns cause
i didn't know how to answer
the other one on digestive
system.='(
IM GONNA FAIL BIO.

Oh!and some teachers
should go for english lessons.
"Okay girls, only you now
are allowed not to open
your question papers."
like What The???
I didn't even
understand what her
instuction meant!?!?!

I felt much better after
my midyear exams than
now=(...mebbe i should
quit studying.I remembered
stuff so much better then!!
Now im like....
ARGH I STUDIED BUT
IT DIDN'T COME OUT!!!!!

AND.i got fat cause of EOYS!
i was so stressed out over
my bio exam cause the stuff
i crammed so hard for didn't
come out..and the stuff i skipped
did!!!!!
so when i got home i couldn't
stop eating cause i was so
sad over my bio and i forgot
how much i'd eaten.
AND my grandma brought
snowskin mooncakes home!!

I've been addicted to them
since last year i think..sigh..
and no one else in my family
likes the double egg yolk ones
except me.
so naturally i'll eat them!!
plus,they're the perfect comfort
food! there were 2 big ones
with the yolks so i'd eat them
since noone else likes yolk.
LoL.i just had dinner,starfruit,
orange juice,and i gorge myself
on mooncakes.i'm mad.
IM NOT GONNA STUDY ANYMORE.

WAIT.I am.ohmygoodness.
I just received this email..
and the verse is
Heb 12:11
"We don't enjoy being disciplined.
It always seems
to cause more pain than joy.
But later on,
those who learn from
that discipline have peace
that comes from
doing what is right."

Im trying to trust God
but its just so hard..=(

Dear Lord,
I felt better when
i didn't study
during the mid-years.
I'm feeling so
stressed and i
just don't know why.
why is it that
when i try to do
better i just mess
everything up?
In my midyrs
I just left everything
up to you. I didn't
do too well but that
was my fault.but
i still got As.
Right now i'm
messing up
everything i do
including the
subjects that are easier.
Am i supposed to
quit studying?
tt doesn't make sense.
or am i to quit worrying?
but when i do
i don't have
any motivation
to study.
dear Lord,
please tell me what
i should do.
In the Lord Jesus'
most precious
name i pray,
Amen.

"Chasing Cars."
Chorus:
If i lie here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world.

2006-10-04T19:49:00.000+08:00

Biology&accounts(1)
tomorrow.=(sad.bio..
so much stuff!and today
was accounts&Chem.
YUCK.

i messed up the accounts
cause i posted them to the
wrong columns[ARGH]
and chem was sooo
hard!!the calculations took
SOOOO Long and the
time was too short.

Like most people either
didn't finish the 2nd
section or didn't even start
it!!!ridiculous.im gonna
mug for bio.cya!

2006-10-03T19:52:00.000+08:00

My Emath paper was a terror!
I couldn't think cause of my
runny nose=(..I'm not gonna
walk in the rain EVER again
BEFORE my exams.
A very hard lesson learnt.=(

The most frustrating thing is
that i FINALLY remembered
how to solve the darn questions
in the LAST 20min!!!!
BUT there were too many
questions to complete...
ARGH.so i either got the
questions wrong 'cause I
mixed the figures up when I
keyed them in OR
the numbers were rounded
off to the wrong place OR
i skipped steps to save time.

SAVE ME MY ACCOUNTS
AND CHEMISTRY EXAMS
ARE TOMORROW!!!!!!
AND BIO ON THURSDAY!!

2006-10-02T20:12:00.000+08:00

I walked in the rain on
Saturday.But i didn't
fall sick on Sunday.

I caught the flu today=(
kept sneezing & sniffling
throughout my entire day
at school.sigh.I was too
lazy to move my swollen
ankle although it was much
better so i stayed in the class
and snacked instead of
going to the canteen.

I can't stand it. While I'm
trying to study i have to
reach for tissues to
blot my nose everytime
i sneeze or sniff.
I give up.My Emath
exam is tomorrow
and i'm so not
prepared.

I've been cramming like
maddd.and doing exam
papers.'cept i didnt know
how to do a couple.
And i ran out of papers in
the end.Thank goodness
for msn.haha.Got a few
more exam papers=)

now too tiredd..ill do the
papers in 30min.
I'm wayyy too tired.
why get sick now?
of all days.SIGH.

2006-10-01T21:52:00.000+08:00

[i look like im 40 years old in that pic!!=(..]

im so bored today=(
After church my parents
went to mediacorp
to watch my sis on the
Its Showtime program.

I have exams & we had
only 2 tickets so i
couldn't go.SIGHHHHS
stayed at home,nth much
talked on the phone for some
time then went and
mugged Emath
like maddddddddd.
couldn't do some
questions but no one to ask
so skipped those.SIGGHSS

bored of studying.
nothing to do
some pictures taken
today at church above=D

tts about it.
and my ankle is
now soooooooo
ugly&swollen.
YUCK!

2006-09-30T20:50:00.000+08:00

Depot children's day celebrations
were sooo funnn!!!! BUT.
it was raining around 12++
AND i didn't bring my umbrella.
SO i walked in the rain like
a sad little moron from
the Tiong Bahru MRT
to the bus stop.
which was quite some distance
away.

FURTHERMORE, i just MISSED
the BUS AND the TRAFFIC LIGHT.
SO I had to stand at the lamppost
like some lost little girl
with the RAIN soaking me through=(
AND the people around me
had umbrellas.they stood around
me STARING as they huddled
under their umbrellas.
THANKS ALOT!!!lol...i had just
taken a BATH and i got another
DIRTY one in the RAIN.UGH.

the rain totally RUINED my hair.
By the time i got onto the bus
my hair was limp,soaked,and
looked like it belonged on some
MANGY dog.='(..PLUS..
my clothes were THOROUGHLY
soaked.so i sat in the
AIR-CONDITIONED BUS
SHIVERING. for a grand total of
ONE AND A HALF HOURS[1&1/2]
because i MISSED MY STOP!!!

but it was worth it cause the
celebrations were so fun!!=)

little girls seem to really enjoy
being pampered=)i do too!LOL.
some of their hair was really
easy to braid, but some were..
abit too curly..but manageable!
and worth the cramped fingers
=Dcause they liked it alot when
it was done!=D

after my shift was over i went
wandering around..boredd.haha
found lydia and took the above
picture=)don't have
the other one with
lydia,claudia,dawn,chloe,
beverly,matthew,wesley&
nathanael though.

AND I FORGOT TO TAKE THE
FORBIDDEN CITY CD FROM
LYDIA!!!!!!!!!!!!argh.waited all
week and forgot about it!sigh.

and i twisted my ankle=(
when nicola,elithea,levin,
john,lydia and i were playing
with the ball, i jumped to throw
the ball andd..landed on the side
of my right foot='([im clumsy]
so i had to sit down since
the pain was so excruciating.=(
and limped around.
THEN later on played captain's
ball agn.couldn't run!!!!!
missed practically every
single ball thrown at me!!!!!=(
sorry everyone!!=((
im bad at sports anyway
so a bad ankle won't make
a difference whether i catch the
ball or not.LOL.

BUT it was fun anyway!
p.s.John kan is too tall!
its ScArY to play with him.
BUT Nicola was so comical!
didn't know that John
was actually a girl!LoL...

2006-09-29T20:43:00.000+08:00

[Just in case Lydia let's her friends
see my blog agn..this pic is nicer.=)]

I just heard Chasing Cars
by Snow Patrol on C5!

The first thing I noticed
was that the singer had..
A DOUBLE CHIN!!!!
lols..then i heard the song.

"If i lie here..would you
lie with me...and forget
the world.."
"chasing cars...wasting time.."
something like
that.Didn't hear much..
maybe cause the volume
was too low and i only
caught the tune and not
the lyrics.LoL.

oh...and i stayed home
from school today!!=)
I was sick.with exhaustion.
It counts=)as long as
I can produce a letter
excusing my absence.
YAY!

Tomorrow is the
Depot Children's Day
celebrations!wahahaha...
im gonna bbraaiiiddd
the little kids' hair!=D

And now im going to cut
out more foil for it.
gtg!cya.=D.

SS

2006-09-27T21:43:00.000+08:00

[please read disclaimer at the bottom=)..]
DIPLOMACY:
-definition of diplomacy:
a way in which countries conduct relations

-aim of diplomacy:
to promote common interests and
resolve conflicts peacefully.

*if social studies is US and i'm Iraq,
diplomacy would never resolve
the conflicting issues we have
with each other.
therefore, my conclusion
is that we would have to resort
to military deterrence
to prevent conflicts
from arising from
our differences.

MILITARY DETERRENCE:
-why military needed:
diplomacy alone does not grant
peace&security for many countries,
especially small countries.
Thus,armed forces are needed to deter
any agressor.

*Since diplomacy yields no results to
the conflict
between social studies
and me, military deterrence is needed to
avoid a direct confrontation
between the two of us.
In this case,
the military would be my burning
desire to do well in my exams.
-
CONCLUSION:
-diplomacy may work,but in cases
where it doesn't, a powerful
military will suffice.
-military deterrence is an
important aspect of the country's defence.

=)end of exam.100marks!=P.

*disclaimer:this is strictly not
political and aimed solely at SS.

ciao!wahahahaha..

2006-09-26T20:42:00.000+08:00

MY PREVIOUS POST WAS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OO REEKED OF NARCISSISCM!!!!!!!
AND MY HAIR
IS UGGGGGGGGGGLLLLLLLLLLYYYYY
DELETE!DELETE!
DELETE!DELETE!
DELETE!
DELETE!DELETE!
DELETE!DELETE!
DELETE!
HOW TO DELETE?????????????????????
LALALALLALALLALALALA

making this post longer so that
it overshadow the previous one..
haha..and so i shall write about sunday!

On sunday, we did genesis,
the part about jacob giving
the blessing to the younger son of joseph...
and all the blessings of the 12 tribes!=))

two familiar names popped out:
one's from genesis 49:27,
and it suits the person using the name!
hm.....totally corresponds to his msn name.
Lol...no offence=))
just trying to fill space up=D

exams in one day...thursday...
i'm not prepared
i'm not ready
i'm not ready to give up on ss
i'm not done with english
i haven't done bio that thoroughly
so i shall study now.

AU REVOIR.[dunno where that came from.LOL.]

2006-09-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

a peek into my house[messy] but the lighting was better.=P lion-mane hair!!lol..im so tickled by it!

-my new hairstyle!LOL.looks like a lion's mane.ill probably flatten it though=P.

camera light too bright! -
-2nd sept.[belated upload]
whooo!
i studied english from 1100am to 1pm, piano from 2-3pm, bio from 4-5pm, ss from 5-6pm, bio agn from 6-7pm, chem from7-7.30=P. i've clocked 6&1/2hrs of study!!
but im still a loonnnggg wayyyy awayyyyyyy.awwww=(
BuT i learnt to destress..by taking pictures!
LoL.stupid but yeah.it was fun! i just uploaded the pictures from 2nd sept..my memory card is wonky..so this post is mostly pictures.wahhahaa...look!

2nd sept! at hougang secondary and on the train!

2006-09-22T20:10:00.000+08:00

SO dEaD.

Since im so stressed by the upcoming exams and mounting workload of homework and revision, i decided to go out with ernie,yiwen and nikki today for lunch.to destress?[it would be a MuCh better way then destroying anything else.=P]

I thought i'd be able to be home by latest 4-5?then spend a little time doing bio for a test on monday[so close to exams...is there a need for tests???] haha.we ate at pizza hut, and spent a wHoLe LoT of time talking..LOL.AND..playing ten questions! i found out some things i do irritate people, so im gonna change those annoying habits!=P we talked all the wayyyy until 4.45.my mom called at 4.00 telling me to go home cause she needed to go to grocery-shopping.but in the end she allowed me to finish eating then go home.wahaha..so we left pizza hut at 4.50 instead.

nikki,ernie and yiwen went to get ice-cream.I had to go home=( it was fun eating out with them anyway!=)) BUT....study!!!and my bio...my mugging schedule is GONE. i've been like postponing all my study periods into the night.causing me to have hUgE panda eyes.=(((((((((double yuck. AND so i study sporadically.haha.study for an hour, nap a bit, then wake up and study again.i've been sleeping for like a total of 4hrs++--- everyday.no wonder yiwen and ernie complain im too quiet.

However....during class today i went hyper.too tired i guess.i managed to laugh for no reason.[laughter relieves stress]and get through the chem test with God's help.=D
Evidently, piano-playing helps too.we went to the grand piano in the hall during recess and played on it.=))yiwen is SoOoOoOoOo good...im embarrassed.lol.i didn't have any nice songs to play since i generally look at the score while playing.haha..but she is really good.considering she only picked up piano again after a 2 year hiatus.

soooooooooooooooooooooooooo.ill better study now.i soo need help in bio,chem,emath,chinese[my test yesterday was...ugh.a mEsS.]=( and i've forgotten all my social studies.

oh the pain of exams....i'll get drunk with joy when its FiNaLLy oVeR.

2006-09-21T19:54:00.000+08:00

I went shopping with my mom and brother at causway point today=( couldn't resist and i was too wound up over my chem(test tml!) and my chinese test today....i'll probably need to go for a study camp for it..=((((((((

i have decided then..i shall TRY to resist blogging until my exams are over.. which may only be an ATTEMPT.yes.so.

WORST SUBJECTS:
1.EMATH
2.CHINESE
3.CHEMISTRY

in that order.ill probably fail emath worst, chinese a close second and chem third.

50%chance of passing:
1.HISTORY
2.SOCIAL STUDIES
3.BIOLOGY

i may just pass bio(i think), get a bit more for social studies, and hopefully an A for history.(fat hope. i'll probably get c.)=((

70%chance of an A:
1.ENGLISH
2.PRINCIPLES OF ACCOUNTS
3.LITERATURE

hopefully i'll get an A for literature(im trying to study but cant find the time!!=(sad.), a bit better for accounts(if i can find my notes/textbook and practice questions), an A for english.(no time to work on this!!!!!!sigh..i dont want a B=((if i do badly for this i might as well go look for God in heaven since this is(supposed to be) the only subject i'm good at.WAHHHHHH.i feel like crying.like a baby...and bawl my eyes out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jesus take the wheel..

*chorus:
Jesus.. take the wheel!
Take it from my hands..
Cause I can't do this on my own,
I'm Letting Go..
So give me one more chance,
Save me from this road i'm on..
Oh....JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL...

mannn..i need to do this a wHoLe LoT..and let Jesus take over.=)but it's just so hard..

CHEMCHEMCHEM

2006-09-20T20:50:00.000+08:00

i DETEST CHEMISTRY. I'VE BEEN ON THE SAME FEW TOPICS FOR 4 FREAKIN' DAYS STRAIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO REVISE MY SOCIAL STUDIES OR HISTORY WHICH IM SOOOOOO GONNA FAILLLLLLL!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHH.

goodbye world!i think im going mad.i've never been so worked up over my studies EvEn during psle.this is the 1ST time im so worried.IM GOING MADDDD!!!!!!

AND ITS NOT EVEN THE OLEVELS YET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WADS HAPPENING TO ME??????!!!!!!!

This cant be happening..i've never stressed so much over my exams!!!!i dont wanna turn into a nerd!!!!am i????![nth against nerds but i feel weird worrying over my exams=(...]

I even cut off my hair cause it helped me relax[to relieve pre-exam anxiety.weird huh??] It's so short now it feels soooo ticklish. sigh...I CUT MY HAIR CAUSE I WAS ANXIOUS ABOUT CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IM SERIOUSLY GOING MADDDD.

i stood in front of a mirror. and snipped and snapped and sliced away at my hair until it was soooo short. i actually wanted to trim the ends and let the hairstylist do the rest..but it was sooo satisfying to hear the scissors snip and my hair fall.i think im honestly going ballistic.its kinda like yesterday's episode of snapping the strings on my instrument.cept this time its my hair.[I DONT BELIEVE IT!!!!!!!IM BECOMING SELF-DESTRUCTIVE TO RELIEVE MY STRESS!!!!!!!!!! AM I SUFFERING FROM CLINICAL DEPRESSION??!?!?!??!]

im going MaDdDdDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
stay away.i might just ruin your hair too.LoL.maybe not.i'll probably be bald by the end of the exams.=((((((...

moodswinging...beware!exam stress is getting to me...

2006-09-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

To me, Music is a paradox. Or maybe its just my first moodswing.=(
I was so tired from school today.And i fell asleep in SS class.And the teacher just let me sleep.And i missed half the one hour lesson.And i didn't do that well for my test cause dear Ms Choo said she marked less stringently for this test than others.So the mark i got should be reduced by 1-2 at least..=(i wish she was more stringent for this test. Then it would be a better gauge.The annoying thing is that i wrote such long answers but this test won't be counted in our overall mark!! So silly.wasted my time!!

Then i took an hour to get home 'cause i live so far away from school and the bus takes so long.=(.By then i was sooo tired.But, i had to go for piano lesson.bad timing=(i forgot to practice and got scolded.Furthermore, i made sooo many mistakes and couldn't get the darn Allegro right. In addition, my Vals Romantico piece [its supposed to sound romantic and dramatic.=(..] sounded like the music they play in haunted houses..only it was wayyyy too screechy and messsyyyy and uncoordinated.ARGH.not only do i need ambidextrous fingers i ALSO need to practice to improve their dexterity.[i sound like a senile old woman who keeps repeating the same point.=(((.]

Because of music my bad mood got worse.=(

I was soo frustrated by the time i got home that i turned destructive.=P. I went to release the full extent of my irrational wrath upon my hapless erhu.lol. One string had already snapped, which made me inexplicably annoyed and so i played more vigorously on the remaining string,causing it to snap as well.=P i felt better upon hearing the satisfying thwack as the string broke and hit my face.am i sadistic?? i sure sound so.lol.im not. The snapping of the string was like the final release of the anger and tension in me.sigh.'cept that cause i snapped the string i had to replace it.good thing i bought a set on saturday! Since the playing of an instrument helped relieve my stress, i went to pound on the piano. it didn't spoil.haha.cause i played two soothing songs=P didn't feel the pain and stress of looming examinations so heavily anymore.
Eyes on Me from Final Fantasy and Tears in Heaven really helped=)

back to mugging!!

creche photoshoot.

2006-09-18T20:50:00.000+08:00

some pictures from our creche "photoshoot" on sunday.lols.

Study/Run/dance??

2006-09-18T19:40:00.000+08:00

Oil and water don't mix. neither do chemistry and i.='(..
I mean.. " derive 5 different qns from the solution 48dm3 that are related to moles???" waste of time!!!!!don'tcha think??

sigh.my muscles are hurting.='( blame it on my apathetic boredom.so i went to run around the northvale estate about 5 times without realising it. I guess i wasn't really running.lol.i don't enjoy running,for one thing.i have abSoLuteLy no cLuE why i went [jogging??strolling maybe=P] today.maybe 'cause i see yiwen and ernie and nikki and annette run on the track during recess everyday. i think i need to lose weight.=(( the running thing they had going must have rubbed off on me...didnt do much good though.lols.so i went up stairs to do a dance routine. and because of that AnD the running thing[cept i dont think it really counts as running] i got overstretched muscles.*sniffsniff... hahaha.

My com is really slow..so pictures will pop up randomly here and there when i finally upload them.haha.my apologies for the out-of-pointness and lack of link between the pictures and the entry.=D Also, some of the pictures weren't taken by me but forwarded to me.so they appear here anyway.=Pjust a disclaimer.wahaha...

tts about it.my chem's sooo baddd so i guess i better go mug for it.and bio.and math.and chinese.and...accounts.and everything else.ciao!

Forbidden City.

2006-09-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

LOvE the soundtracks from Forbidden City!!wahhaha...but dunno the lyrics.=P
Starting with the eyes:
"Starting with the eyes...
Painted for an emperor,
One day these two eyes will see him.."????wahahaha i dunno!

Saturday!![yesterday]

2006-09-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

i came back late yesterday so was too tired to write much.anyway, here's an account of saturday!=D

i woke up late=( so arrived at sembawang station at 730!!lydia went to return books to the library so she was later than me.lols.whilst waiting for her i went into a pastry shop that was selling mooncakes![i love mooncakes!minus the 1000++ in one.bleahs..=(.] Took my time gazing at the mooncakes but didnt buy[calorie count still fresh in my mind..haha.] So lydia came.and in the end we entered the shop to buy mooncake! she took a baked lotus seed one while i took a pandan snowskin[im addicted to snowskin mooncakes]. At the last second, i picked a doraemon redbean mooncake too!!wahahha.it looked soo cute sitting there...couldn't help buying it.=P.

Lydia and I had dental appointments at 820.=).[i like the changing of brace colours but not the tightening=( cant eat properly after that.] Since it was lydia's first time picking two colours at once, she had to decide carefully..didnt want any ugly combinations=). first i picked orange and purple, but switched the purple to a turquoise blue since we decided to wear the same colours and she was already wearing purple. Unfortunately, we were late![raffles place was a loonnngg way away from cck and sembawang.]

During her turn, i looked through the Forbidden city booklet she bought at the esplanade..[I WANNA WATCH IT SOO BADD!!] sigh...apparently Forbidden city is a great musical![:'(..and i dont get to watch it..]

We went to eat after the dental. As usual, at polar puffs and cakes.lol. 'cept this time we had mooncakes and some pancake things with filling[she picked blueberry and i picked cheese=P] from Mr Bean!!she got a coffee peanut cake from Polar and i got a sugar roll.=P i have a sweet tooth.

Took the train to city hall to buy the Forbidden city soundtrack disc! Supposed to go to the esplanade, but on the way spotted HMV selling it..so didnt need to go all the way to esplanade.
..HOWEVER, we thought we were really early, so spent some time browsing through the cd racks. I couldn't decide whether to buy the john mayer cd, some japanese album costing over $60, the new album by stacie orrico(the one i have is sooo old.and scratched!)], another old japanese guy's album[i only like the first track Melon Water though=P], Rihanna's album, or dance music[for my own practices since cca is suspended for exams.] Gave up since i wanted Gazette, Dir en Grey or Ancafe but HMV didn't stock those..boos.=(

The time spent in HMV made us late to meet ben!haiz.anyway after that we dragged him to missha! i love the two colours my cousin got for me from hongkong! so i didnt mind buying another one.lol.. both lydia and i got a sparkly purple!asked ben if we could use his nails as a testing ground but he gave us a skeptical look[=P] so i tried the colours on my nails instead.

Then went to bras basah to buy some stationery. [meant for creche actually] but ended up buying a guitar pick[lydia] and erhu strings[me] but poor ben couldn't buy the acoustic guitar he wanted so much.awww...its ok=)wasted a lot of time there..sigh..=(

By the time we fiNaLLy got to the national library, we had only around 2 hours left.=(....[and to think i lugged a bag heavier than my brother around the whole morning & an armful of books!!]
sigh..we went all the way up to the 13th floor..thought we were so clever..but ended up on the seventh floor since the 8-13 levels were for rare materials and reference books.=( Finally settled on the seventh floor..on the floor!cause the tables inside were occupied.sighs.. We got ben to teach us e math! managed to get quite a few questions done, but he didn't complete his chem wksht..[orh...haha.maybe cause we interrupted him every few minutes.=Psorry!]

AND WE GOT CHASED OFF THE 7TH LEVEL!!!THAT POMPOUS SECURITY GUARD!!!!he went:"Eh!this place is not meant for studying ar!!huh!!please ar!!!pack up and go now!!" haiz.we ignored him, only to have him come back a second time to warn us off.=(. so we fled.

Went to Mac to eat, and ben spilled his coke all over the floor!lol..clumsy eh??jking.=P so we gave him half of ours.[we're so nice!=P]There, i decided to go amk instead since i could only go for like 1/2 hr then i'd have to leave for combined rfg. Also, it was in Mac that I learnt that both Lydia & Ben can only cook noodles and eggs..sad right??lol..=P.

On the way there, the train was pAcKeD. poor ben! there was this indian guy[im not racist, tt guy was a stranger,waddya expect?] who stood next to him.apparently he couldnt balance very well..and so he put both his hands on the sides of the train.eXcEpT..ben was standing in between him and the train wall. soo he[ben] was trapped.couldnt move forward cause tt guy's left arm ws in front. couldnt move back cause tt guy's right arm was there.side was no option either since on his right was the wall and on his left, the indian guy.lol..poor thing..[ben]

anyway, on the bus ride back, lydia and i swapped answers to some qns.let ben read them too since he looked boredd.haha..nth much after that.=).

At the serangoon gardens cc, we went bowling[rfg] i broke my thumbnail and humiliated myself bowling so im not gonna write about that.=P.

THE END.

the right. one?

2006-09-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

hm..
random stuff product of boredom:

a random conversation with a guy produced these answers:

"yea i want an imh escapee
crazy girl
the girl must like kids
must be able to cook wash n
be maid ish
like sweep floor
FOLD CLOTHES
must listen to me
help buy stuff
nearly 1.6m tall at least
Christian
talk a lot
confident
have a bit of attitude
not too bad looking
basically,a good looking christian girl who does housework and listens to me"

hm..

interesting, ain't it?

Dear Lord;....

2006-09-15T21:22:00.000+08:00

sigh. the chem bonus asgn worth 5 marks has disappeared from the asknlearn website so i cant do it.and my chem is the pits so i really need it.=( i just received the chem compulsory asgn on acids and alkalis which i dislike. and i need to do research for my english essay.

The craft and activities for the creche on sunday aren't finished yet, one string on my two-stringed instrument has snapped, i have overstretched muscles from dance today, and i don't remember doing the ss essay i handed in today.also, i sleep in class when i get to school, and i laugh to relieve stress in school.[causing my friends to ask if i've been sleeping lately.i haven't...much.] i'm suffering from exhaustion and i can't remember if i've slept yet.

i can't cope with stress.

furthermore, next week is so crammed with tests i can hardly breathe.

Dear Lord,
help me to stay awake in school,
to finish planning the creche programme,
to sleep more,
and to study for my exams which begin in 2 weeks
all these i commit into your hands.
in the Lord Jesus' most precious name i pray,
amen.

there.all i worry about is in His hands. I heave a sigh of relief.

or did i?sigh.i shall depend on Him.

angle of depression.

2006-09-14T17:06:00.000+08:00

i've been on a downward curve since monday. my exam dates have been pushed forward!!in two weeks i take my first EOY exam!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!arghhhhHH!!!!!!!

i regret not mugging earlier.

im DOOMED.

snap.

2006-09-13T20:26:00.000+08:00

dawn posing! ahhahahahahahaha.

haha.picture time!all the past few photos i didnt post..

ben's quiz..

2006-09-11T21:15:00.000+08:00

01) Single, taken or crushing?
eh.single. o'levels next year!!!!
02) Are you happy with your life now?
could be happier=P( but then i'd be greedy 'cause im fine now.haha)
03) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast?
eh.i guess i would?!.
04) Have you ever had your heart broken?
disappointed but not broken=P(my heart's pretty tough.lols.)
05) Do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
ugh. thats not scriptural and definitely..NO.
06) Would you take someone back if he cheats on you?
course not.unless im about to die.then, maybe.=P
07) Have you talk about marriage with another before?
okayy..does this mean marriage TO another or the issues about marriage??
08) Do you want children?
i love kids!!haha..
09) How many?
at least 3?or 4. lols..
10) Would you consider adoption?
maybe.
11) If someone likes you right now,what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings?
err..tell me?lols.how else would i know?]P
12) Do you enjoy getting into relationship?
if the guy is someone i like then i guess...yes??
13) Be honest,what is the furthest you and your ex did?
okayy...this is soo...lols.anyway.my ans?nowhere.
14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
must be rather shallow if this were true.its not.
15) Are you romantic?
oh definitely.im a hopelessly incurable romantic.haha.
16) Do you believe you can change someone?
never did, don't think its possible unless with god's help.
17) If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
in a ship! or airplane=D
18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
depends on the person im fighting and what im fighting for.hardly fight anyway.
19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
hope not.o'levels next year!haha.
21) Have you ever broken a heart?
no.why would i be so mean??
22) If one day your best friend falls in love with the guy you deeply in love with, what would you do?
long-time best friends matter more than a guy i'm not even with yet.so.let her go for it!!
23) Are you missing someone now?
yep.='(
Now you'll have to ask 5 of my friends to do this survey in their blogs. Write down their names in the list below. Tag them in their blog to let them know.
1.)kor=P
2.)lydia
3.)claudia
4.)darius?
5.)i dont really know many ppl with blogs...constance?

Height!!

2006-09-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

Today was so fun!Aunty Yen Ching gave us each 4 extremely cute candy mini-animals!!! soo cute that i couldn't bear to eat them..haha.Nicola came during sunday school class since she had a sore throat(hope you're better!=D).After that was fellowship lunch. Since the queue was soooo long we went to the foosball table to play while waiting! We had 2 rounds: lydia and i v/s claudia and dawn.of course both matches went to us..haha.we're good!=P.It was kind of noisy cause we were so excited.but fun! anyway after that we queued up for lunch.

lydia was on a diet and i wanted to avoid carbs(=P) so we had vegetables and otah.Claudia and dawn ate what they liked(smart people!i wish i did too.=(haha.) Then we changed(more like dawn and i)into more comfortable wear to go to the roof and play! John and cedric weren't very interested until they heard we wanted to play soccer.haha.so the both of them, jonathan,josh,dawn,claudia,lydia, jolene and i went upstairs.(nicola was sick so she didn't play..
...=( what a pity!)

My brother followed us..but he was still sick with a sore throat(=(sad)and not very good at dodging the balls so i brought him back down to watch the slideshow and sharing.and i went back upstairs.haha.We played a game of soccer: john,cedric and i on one team, lydia,jonathan and josh on another.The rest of them went down cause it was too hot on the roof. At first lydia played goalie.but without shoes, standing on the floor in bare feet and kicking the ball hurt so i lent her my shoes and wore socks instead.haha.(im so nice right??) anyway later on the floor got too hot to bear so we swapped again:she went barefoot and i wore shoes.haha.(i wasn't so nice this time.=P) ahahaha.john was so funny!He kept tackling lydia and getting the ball away from her!lol.and there was an incident when she was trying to pass the ball; he kept getting in her way and scared her with "boo!" and "rarr!"and succeeded:she stood there with her hands on her hips while he ran away with the ball. The rest of us stood around laughing so hard it was hard to continue!hahaha...

I made a rather lousy goalie since half the time i was dancing on the floor(it was because the floor was soo hot!!i couldnt stand in one spot too long or my feet would burn.=Phaha.) It was fun anyway=D Later on the rest of them came up and we played captain's ball netball style.haha.almost the same thing i guess. guys against girls..which wasn't a very good idea cause of john!!He intercepted almost every pass we made!!!he's wayyy too tall!!and im soo horribly embarrassingly and ridiculously blur! everytime that giant(hahahaha no offence=)!) threw the ball i ran away toward the net.only to hear claudia shouting :"DanNa!!ball behind you!!!" sigh.im HoPeLeSs.and it happened a couple of times!!!anyone know a cure for blurness??!!

lols.thats about it.=D

im gonna try and post the pics now..here goes!!

and i've no clue why the pics are on top. i'll face the harsh reality..im seriously clueless~!!!!

p.s:tears*falling need not necessarily mean tears of sorrow.it could be tears of joy, insanity, i don't know.=P.haha.go figure.

A new blessing every day..

2006-09-09T22:55:00.000+08:00

Today was fun like thursday!=D The captain ball,netball and soccer teams went to pastamania for lunch. I met lydia earlier to study first!whaddya expect?we're good students.ahahaha.=P. I woke up late but i had to complete my math before going out so i was late.=(. 'cept that lydia woke up eVeN later than me, so i ended up waiting for her instead.lols.i think i annoyed some people at the mrt while playing Unfaithful by Rihanna on my phone (although the volume was at 1/10)i was boredd.haha.

We went to pastamania thinking we would have to wait for at least an hour since it was only 11. Suprisingly, not long after we started doing emath(im completely hopeless with this) bryan and my di(curtis) arrived. Instead of being good and studying like we were,(wahhaha)they went out t" jalan-jalan"(dunno what that means but yeah=D).
Then more and more people started arriving.Thanks for helping us solve a math problem darius!=) and we went to pick dawn from the mrt at 1220(its ok you were only 5-10min late=D)
At pastamania the 3 of us ordered a fungi pasta thing each.(lydia had some straight hollow pasta,dawn had a twisty kind of pasta and i took plain old spaghetti=(it was the only choice left since we all decided to take different kinds of pasta.poor me.=(haha.)anyway. it was nice.:)we took alot of pictures at pastamania.think ill display them at the end of this entry.

After that we went took the mrt to church.'cept that lucas walks reallyy fast.and me and lydia follwed blindly only to realise belatedly that only the 3 of us, john mark and lucius had stepped off leaving the rest on the train.sigh.i didnt check my phone so i didnt realise kor had called me a couple of times..haha.thanks anyway:D

At church we played murderer.i got murdered by xinan.=(ahhaha.me and dawn acc.but nvm.the game was fun.=D. During the singspiration i got pinched by dawn=( but i provoked her to it.wahhaha.=P.i hinted to her abt someone at the podium.just to "suan" her=P im mean.whahaha.

The roundup lesson was really fun.A lot of questions about the creation of earth,the involvement of dinosaurs, rain, and evolution were answered. i almost didn't want the session to end.haha.anyway after that we played captain's ball. but the rostrum took some time to arrive so lydia and i joined the basketball game.'cept it was too rough so we stood there and waited for the ball to come to us.wahahahaha. After captain's ball i went to causeway point for dinner cause my parents were mad about my late arrival on thursday so i wasnt allowed to take my time.:(

It was ok though.we ate at sakae sushi. i had a kid's meal cause i didnt wanna eat much..it came in a mini aeroplane!!!wahahha.so cute...pity i was lazy to take a pic of it..=P anyway.its wayyy too late for me to be up.so im gonna sleep now.haha.=D

Today was another blessing!=D

2006-09-08T20:05:00.000+08:00

sigh.every post i enter begins with a sigh..do i sound depressed?im not.XP.yesterday was so fun! After the games, me and lydia went out for dinner at Tiong bahru plaza with benjamin,gideon,wilfred and jedrick(hope i spelt that right)hazel wasn't able to stay for dinner so she went home by the mrt at tiong bahru plaza=(..We ate at Macdonalds.=(trans fat!yuck.I think we're all rather slow eaters.we ate for about 1 hour. In the course of the hour we heard jedrick's stories of the blatant outrages committed by the students in his school.Interesting but scary.Apparently the police are regular visitors there and teachers lock themselves in the staffroom to keep away from students.hm..must be interesting to study in a school where the teachers pander to the students' whims.(i hope i dont sound sacarstic 'cause im not.XP)

After dinner we decided to window-shop!!!yay!!haha.benjamin suggested it.although he didn't realise what he was suggesting.lol.never mind.it was to our benefit!!haha.lydia and i went to The Bodyshop to look at a perfume called moonflower.It smelt so good!!benjamin,gideon,jedrick and wilfred came in later..without realising what shop they walked into!lol.it was hilarious to see the expressions on their faces when they realised what kind of store they had walked into.they got out of there real fast.ahahaha..

Then we went to the arcade.ahhaha.those guys were so dumbfounded when lydia and i agreed to go to the arcade too.benjamin kept repeating:"we're going to the arcade!you sure??!" as if we didn't know what arcades were.=P.lol.and i was really 1cm taller than ben!lol.he didn't believe it until we walked into sportslink and used the mirror to gauge the difference.wahaha.i can pass for a secondary 4 student!=P

At the arcade we watched ben play time crisis.then lydia and i went to play air hockey.lol.i won!!by one pt.ahah.then we played house of the dead.we wiped out at the staicase.ahaha.maybe cause we didn't know how to play..or reload.lol.my character died before lydia's though.haha.we let gideon and ben play.of course they reached much farther than us.lol.in the process of killing this enormous zombie (that seriously needed skincare products and better clothes)they died.ahaha.

And when we left the arcade me and lydia dragged them to the neoprint store that was coincidentally just next door!!!ahaha...they were nice enough to consent albeit abit reluctantly..ahaha.i'll post the pictures if i can get them!=D

And we all went home.lol.i took the longer way with them cause i was the only one going the other way..lol.and the train was so empty.so i took the train on the longer route with all of them.ahaha.it was fun though!

Yesterday was great!!=D

Silent winds in a lonely boulevard.

2006-09-06T15:50:00.000+08:00

Sigh. Its either doing a blogskin/ blog is really hard or that Im just plain clueless. I prefer the former but I believe the true cause is that Im honestly clueless. Yes. Thats it. I woke up late today. Perhaps it was because I slept at midnight.=(. I confess. I need my sleep. =). This entry seems somewhat inane. Maybe because I have nothing better to do. Im trying to load the pictures from the fellowship games on 2nd September into my computer, but for some inexplicable reason.. it doesnt load.
Steve Irwin's death was two days ago. A tribute to him. Its ironic how he got killed by the usually passive stingray while in the midst of filming a documentary on the ocean’s deadliest creatures.
I came across a piece of poetry that seems rather apt to Steve Irwin’s passing. Its entitled Bus Stop by Donald Justice.
Lights are burning
In quiet rooms
Where lives go on
Resembling ours.

The quiet lives
That follow us-
These lives we lead
But do not own-

Stand in the rain
So quietly
When we are gone
So quietly.. .

And the last bus
Comes, letting dark
Umbrellas out-
Black flowers, black flowers.

And lives go on.
And lives go on
Like sudden lights
At street corners

Or like the lights
In quiet rooms
Left on for hours,
Burning, burning.

Rest in Peace, Steve Irwin.

First post by inexperienced me.

2006-09-05T21:54:00.000+08:00

hm.first post!just trying things out.this is my first blog.lols.